kyla_panda

deym!

2006-06-08T08:37:39Z

Right now, at this moment, I luuuuuurrve college life. I'll probably disagree with myself tomorrow, but right now, I'm enjoying myself.

Yay.

milestone...

2006-06-03T02:27:33Z

Marunong na ko maglagy ng make-up mag-isa. :P

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I attended the grand launching of my college last night. Taray kung taray. It was a formal dinner thing in burgundy theme and had coctails with themes of like, 6 countries. I was too self-concious to eat, though. Sayang masarap pa naman yung pagkain. The freaking event was televised in New Zealand for crying out loud.

Feeling ko talaga magiging loner ako. After a few awkward minutes among VIPs and whatnots, though, I ran into Mika and Denise then Krystel then Misha then Christy then Amanda Griffin. Okay... so, hindi naman namin siya naging friend but we did run into her and got starstruck.

I guess the worst of my fears are over. Hindi ako loner, for the record. Although kakaiba talaga yung mga iba kong ka-batch. They're like from a different world, if you know what I mean. The people I met are the sanest of the bunch. Marami din foreigner batch-mate at baka manapon na din ako ng Koreana dahil marami sila.

Hay buhay.

(PS.... Ka-batch ko nga pala si Angela Aguirre. I didn't get to talk to her, though because she left just before I realized it was really her and that I wasn't being delusional.)

hindi ba kayo naaaliw?...

2006-03-02T12:09:36Z

Na sa isang saglit, nakalimutan natin ang nakakhibang ant nakakabaliw na kalagayan ng politika sa bansa nang inamin na ni Rustom na bakla siya?

Ang sarap maging Pilipino.

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SENIORS '06!!! Congratulations for surviving high school! Natapos na rin ang daangdaang aja fighting natin.

sabado

2006-02-25T13:11:00Z

Some dude on the news said something nice.

"Ang tunay na diwa ng People power ay hind paggiba o pagbagsak. Ito ay ang pagbubuo muli."

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Mangibang paguusapan naman.

I realized that I like movies that are more of visual. (may word bang ganun?) I don't like those wordy stuff. Kaya gusto ko yung Finding Neverland. And I think I'll like Memoirs of a Geisha also.

I have a new fave movie. Man on Fire. It's so... heartwarming in a different kind of way. Medyo gore-y but I liked it. I liked the whole this-little-girl-taught-me-how-to-live-again-so-i'll-avenge-her-death kind of plot. Plus, this movie also gets you thinking the whole time who killed who and why. The shots are also amazing! It really captured the moment. I thought it was just an action film with mindless killing but it's not.

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I just watched three episodes of LOST (season 2). *semi-spoiler alert* Jack's story just made me feel "awwwwwwww". Heartbreaking really. I simply adore Jin and Sun!!! Grabe. Kilig in a very deep way. Tapos creepy yung latest episode.

I sincerely believe that this is the best TV series ever!!!

I <3 Lost.

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Exam weekend. Take a guess if I've been studying.

it's a fair day

2006-01-22T04:51:31Z

FAIR.

Aching legs.
Tired Eyes.
Strained Arms.
Headache.

Loads of fun.

ALL PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ARE THEMSELVES

2005-12-27T05:20:12Z

And there's nothing we can do about it. (... except for Jesus and Mother Theresa maybe)

I had one of those epiphany things. I spent all my life trying to convince myself that I am and will be the most selfless person in the whole world but my world just crumbled one night when I realized that I am such a vain self-conscious narcissist.

I tried praying one night without using the words I, me, mine, myself, kyla but to no avail. Struggle. Kahit nga sa post na to ang hirap gawin.

It's innate in people, though. Hindi na talaga maiiwasan. It's that sense of survival and fending for oneself. Why do people steal? Because they'll die if they're hungry. Why do people kill? Because they're afraid of their own affliction.

On the other side of the coin, though... Why do people share? Because of their own fulfillment. Why do people love? Because of personal hapiness. Since other people are happy, they're happy. So it's all a matter of how to channel that "selfishness"

In the end, people still think about themselves. I'll stop babbling now.

(for the record, I had 2 pargraphs that are not about myself...)

make up your mind!

2005-12-23T02:07:58Z

Finally I've settled for a layout. Not yet done. Have to leave kasi nilalamok ako dito.

Hullow!

2004-12-22T03:32:09Z

I will not make an LJ account... Lahat nalang ng tao meron... I will not have an LJ... Bah! Sige na nga...