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[Aug. 21st, 2008|08:45 pm] |
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| [ | tinginingning |
| | I Thought I Saw Your Face Today :: She and Him | ] |
tis is the best answer to everything-- that and well, mint chocolate ice cream. LA LA LA HA HA HA. 8 D
I think I ate something bad. My stomach's upset. :'( |
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| can't sleep. |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|02:04 pm] |
this is a bad sign. i'm not supposed to "not sleep" and "not study" at the same time. if i'm not gonna study, then i'd rather sleep. wah. there's just too many things that are coming in and out of my mind tonight. unti unti na akong nawawalan ng pag-asa. yung tanging nagpapasaya sakn, nawawala na rin=( haii.
jamie, nakakatawa ka. --natatawa ako sa sarili ko. ambabaw ng luha ko.
pero naaawa rin ako sa sarili ko...
na nakakainis dahil di ko dapat iniiyakan yun at di ko dapat kinakaawaan sarili ko...
pero nanghihina na talaga ako at di ko alam anong gagawin...
at gusto kong umiyak...
pero mukha naman akong baliw...
at yun ang nakakatawa @_@
haaii..di ko na alam ano dapat emosyon ko=|...
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| Taisetsu na boku nan dato dakishimete kureta |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|07:57 pm] |
| [ | i feel |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | tinginingning |
| | Lets Pretend :: Arigato Hato | ] |
To talk or not to talk, that is the question!
I know its bad to keep things in and be extremely mum about certain things, but when you've been doing it all your life, it's kind of difficult to start. Is it even worth it?
Watched Wall E with the Dark Knight, Katwoman, ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) samie_dg, locque and Vince last Saturday. LOVE LOVE LOVE <3. This movie is just.... love. It's amazing how little the dialogue the movie has, but you could tell what exactly what they're feeling and you can't help but get affected. It's so nice na I get bitter over it! Hahaha! Go figure. XP I recommend you guys to watch it with someone, because you're bound to look for someone to hug or snuggle to. Samanthaaaaa, lets watch it again. I'm getting keso thinking about the movie!
Wheee~
The Dark Knight's band is pretty awesome. Awesome sounds. Must bug Katwoman to ask the Dark Knight if they have an album coming out. X) |
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| just the way i wanted to say it. |
[Aug. 15th, 2008|08:35 pm] |
Lord, what You will let it be so.
Where You will there we will go
What is Your will help us to know
Lord, when You will the time is right
In You there's joy is strife
For Your will I'll give my life
To ease your burden brings no pain
To forego all for you is gain
As long as I in You remain
Because You will it, it is best
Because You will it, we are blest
Till in Your hands our hearts find rest
Till in Your hands our hearts find rest.
--this is the song that kept going through my mind since yesterday. I wanted to cry, but something's been telling me not to. I never knew I could be this strong. Strong enough to do the right thing. Strong enough for others. Strong enough to stand from a fall. There's nothing wrong with crying, I just wish I never had to.
I'm very thankful for the friends who are always there for me no matter what. And I am very much ashamed of how I dissappointed other people, may they not know it or not. I am very sorry for that.
Everything happens for a reason.
"Because You will it, it is best."--it's God's will.
"Till in Your hands our hearts find rest." --and so I smile :)
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drama aside, Happy 25th Birthday to my beloved org: The UP Association of Computer Science Majors.:) Ever since first year college, I've been a part of this family. In it I've learned a lot of things. I've also made a lot of mistakes. But without those mistakes I'd never learn how to become better.:) Thank you, CURSOR:)
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[Aug. 14th, 2008|08:02 am] |
Just watched Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog. (Yes, I'm late for the party. Shush. ;p) I love it. Love love love it.
I wanna watch it again. xD |
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| simple. haha. |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|10:26 am] |
ang saya ng araw na to! hehe. nothing really happened much. hindi ako pumasok ng EEE. nyahaha. well, first of all ayoko na malaman kung ilan mali ko dun sa exam; second, hindi pa ako nag-aaral para sa exam ko sa art stud. wahaha. i had these 2 inches - thick readings left UNREAD five hours before my exam. (my gahd, katrauma magcram). oh well, i had the reason to sleep from 10.30-5.30 last night(kulang pa nga eh). last week haggard kasi: mp sa 140, chorva sa 150, exam sa stat, reporting sa art stud, probset at exam sa EEE, practicals sa EEE (grrr), at ang best combo ever ng 135 (exam+probset+MP). ngyon ko lng naranasan makatulog sa kahit saan lugar, kahit anong pwesto, at kahit anong paraan. GRABE LANG TLGA. hahaha.
so i guess aun yung dahilan kung bakit ako masaya ako ngayon araw na ito. wala akong pinagpapanic-an (well ka-panic yung art stud pero naging immune ako dahil sa 135. haha) last effort na lng tlga yung art stud. after nun dapat may 150 kami. pero naabutan ko si justin pababa---walang class. ang sayaaaaaaaaaa. mygollybananachorba. parang reunion with friends hahaha. sabay2 kami kumain nila inah. ang sarap kumain na walang iniisip. haha.
ang simple ng araw ko pero andami kong nasabi. =p hehe. masaya rin pala ako kasi kahit andami kong nalamang kasiraan skn, naayos naman yung mga problema (sana) at conflicts. haha. nasabi ko rin lahat ng gusto kong sabhn sa mga tao. nagsorry sa mga kasalanan (waw drama), etc. haha. basta. nalabas ko yung mga gusto kong sbhn sa mga tao. yeyyy. :D
i would like to end this day with a multiply blog entry (naks), and ofcourse a little prayer to God. thank you Lord dahil naging masaya ako ngyong araw na ito. kahit naneneglect ko duties ko, ginabayan niyo pa rin ako throughout the hell weekS. nagsisimula pa lng ang lahat, malapit na uli yung next hell week combo. pero, ansaya tlga ng araw na ito. hehe. :)
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| ...goodness, look at my wrist. I gotta go! |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|09:44 pm] |
| [ | i feel |
| |  devious | ] |
| [ | tinginingning |
| | Any Other World :: Mika | ] |
mm: naaah
mm: i dont want a recycled stat
Vincent: HAHAHA
Vincent: i could always use
Vincent: "i'm a few weeks away from a real audible connection"
mm: HHAHAA
mm: omg
mm: nooooo
mm: *steals*
Vincent: OMG YOU THIEF
Zing! Oh the quotable quotes. |
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| with my freezeray I will stop the world! |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|12:17 am] |
| [ | i feel |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | tinginingning |
| | Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog | ] |
thats the plan.
rule the world.
you and me.
any day.
love your hair. --what?
Neil Patrick Harris, ILU!!! <3<3<3 The entire video could be viewed here. XD |
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| It isn't often that I end up liking a social networking site. |
[Aug. 11th, 2008|09:24 am] |
Does anybody use this?
PLURK
Join meee! XD |
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| totally random, but... |
[Aug. 10th, 2008|09:50 am] |
I was searching for something on the PsyArticles database with the keyword 'clothing', but for some strange reason, a clinical case study of a schizophrenic Filipino man who emigrated to the US came up. I read the article, and there is no mention of the word 'clothing' which weirded me out because why did it come up in the search results?
Anyway, while I was reading the case study, the following passage struck me:
Mr. A's visual and auditory experiences could be seen as fulfilling a role similar to that of the imaginary play figures that children often create for companionship during their earlier years. These figures, along with his shamanic calling, were interpreted to be culturally normative by the patient, and could be interpreted as such given the shamanic and animistic traditions evident in Filipino culture. In contrast, his symptoms were atypical of those associated with schizophrenia in the United States, which are typically stressful and upsetting1 (emphasis mine). It reminded me of something my teacher for one of my previous psych classes said: schizophrenics here in the Philippines are usually less distressed than their American counterparts. I don't remember what was said that explained exactly why that is so, but what I do remember is that I felt dissatisfied with the answer.
Regardless of my teacher's explanation, I think that it's because people who see or hear spirits are taken matter-of-factly here. They aren't seen as mentally ill people, they're just normal human beings who only happen to see or hear things not everyone can. The fact that these people can communicate with spirits or what-have-you doesn't necessarily mean that they're psychotic since they can still function normally in everyday situations. So schizophrenics who have full-blown hallucinations are merely seen as people who have the same 'gift' for seeing the supernatural as other 'normal' people; they merely possess this 'gift' to a greater degree. Hence the lack of distress.
I could go on and on about this topic but I have other things to do. Gah. Why couldn't I write a paper on something similar to this and not our lab report for our experiment on how clothing affects the perception of the person wearing it? Ang gasgas na ng topic na 'yon!
1Hwang, W., Miranda, J., & Chung, C. (2007, June). Psychosis and shamanism in a Filipino-American immigrant. Culture, Medicine and Psychiatry, 31(2), 251-269. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2008|04:24 am] |
AAAH IT'S O8.08.08! :)
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It's 08:08!
Yay I'm going to see Kobe again on TV. :P And, I saw Toni sa TV kanina. Go Toni! Bring home the gold. :)
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| Intermission: I've Done 82 of the 120 stupidest things. |
[Aug. 7th, 2008|10:07 pm] |
| [ | i feel |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | tinginingning |
| | Heart of Mine :: Norah Jones | ] |
( random meme. I needed to answer it. )
Slept at 4am, woke up at 7am. Still haven't slept yet.
[x]Marketing
[x]Humanities
[x]Filipino
[x]MIS
[ ]Cost Control (Saturday)
[ ]Envi Sci (Saturday)
[ ]Business Communication (Tuesday)
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